I heard the news today oh boy

Monday 13th and i cried today. First time in quite a while. Not even really sure why, seems stupid thinking about it.

Havent felt myself now for a good few days and i've been a little confused to say the least. Me and Natalie are getting on alright, taking it nice and slowly. But i have had the stupid ex flicking around again, as soon as i get her out of my head she manages to contact me and flip back upside down again. It always seem to be when i go away for some reason or another. Edinburgh - she contacted me. Sheffield - and again, then the other week, Manchester - as soon as i got back she pops up again. Its the most annoying thing in the world. If you've seen the film Swingers then you'll know all about this. Vince Vaughan aka Trent explains how women have a sixth sense to try to fuck you over when you've just got right again! Seems to be true!

So anyway, she had a dvd of mine and i have had to ring or text several times for the last week to try and get it back. Perhaps she likes me texting her, i don't know but it just got me really angry till i almost exploded on the phone yesterday. She was ill in bed but i just let rip about common courtesy and how shes just down right rude. Anyway, she just dropped it off now and i had so much i wanted to say today but either i was gutless or good sense prevailed. Not sure which yet perhaps i'll realise the answer to that question in a few months!

So my head is a minefield at the moment but i know what i do want to go to Newquay on Saturday and have a blast! At that is exactly what i'm going to do!!

Film wise - i've seen Creep - sick film but great!!
Undead - an aussie zombie film which is class!!!
Swingers - Funny as hell
Alice in wonderland! - disney head trip!
One night at Mccools - very hip funny film
A Better tomorow - awful
Lock stock - old skool

and then yesterday i watched the Woodsman. I was a little pissed and it was really heavy going but i loved it. Kevin Bacon is such an under-rated actor who i've always liked since seeing him in Murder in the first, sleepers etc etc. This film is a bout a convicted peadophile who is released into the community and how he manages to cope. Honestly it sounds dark but i will defintly buy this when it comes out on dvd - go see it!

Anyway, i gotta go play football and then watch Peter Manfredo (hopefully) kick some ass in the final of the Contender!!!!

Sin City - I wish i was a Sinner!

Absolutely Class - 5 Stars without a doubt and the best looking picture in years. Contender for best ensemble cast ever and a riot of a film. Mega violent but really stylised. Fantastic, i mught even go again this week and its been a long time since i've seen a film twice at the flicks!!

Other news still seeing Natalie and quite happy if a little confused considering the last nine months. Bought Creep and Swingers on DVD and the guy in work looks like he has listened to the master and started performing!! Hooray!

Footy tonight - happy days - SAfe y'all

Sup, Sup with the whack playstation sup

Death on Two legs - Tearing me apart

A week on from the MADNESS that was Manchester and i feel in a sufficeint state to say that i have recovered!!

On tuesday i went back to work and i was really tired, stayed in when i got home and watched enlgand meet columbia. Michael Owen has temporarily been taken off my shit list!

Wednesday - work was tough so i was tired again but Natalie came round and i made tea and we had a good time. She stayed until bout 11.30 and then left.

Thursday - heavy day in work really heavy - pressure situations at the mo! Came home and went bed and then played football. I played pretty well tonight was impressed by how much i have improved recently. James had to go to the hospital due to spraining his knee! OUCH and i nearly broke my finger, luckily it was just brusied.

Natalie came over bout ten and stayed till gone two cos i was off work on friday. Got up late and picked Josh and Cherrie up from town and bought a new karaoke game for the ps2. Came back and Natalie turned up and we all went bowling. Managed a 131 score which i thought wasn't bad!! After that we all came back and chilled out before i dropped Cherrie to my nans and me and Josh got a takeaway.

Saturday and i was knackered again so slept and then took Josh to mums to pick some stuff up and then went food shopping at Morrisons. Came home and Josh got in with his revision while i lazed around!!! Just watched Lemony snicket in the night

Sunday and i feel a little refreshed went for a run aroun Roath park this morning and am chilling now before cinema later! Hooray Sin City has arrived