The Truth laid bare - where have I been?
Hello! It's been a while!! 2 weeks infact so I certainly will not bore you with the details of what I have been up to. I'll just pick out the highlights and also try to explain why I haven't updated!
I made a decision about a week and half ago that I didn't want to see Andrea anymore, not as a friend, not as nothing. I felt it was the best thing for my sanity and possibly everybody else that knows me! So I laid it down and told her. Great, I thought its all sorted and I've made the right decision. Last, Saturday obviously it was Rugby day again, so town beckoned.
I went to Matt's and drank, went to Perry's brothers house and drank and then went to Don's house party and drank!!! Then we went to town and performed a mini pub crawl keeping away from the Philly for as long as possible. We went to the Lava Lounge, The Yard, Bar Copa and Bar is it, then finally popped into the Philly. I walked around and then came back to the group and guess who was there talking to Don, Andrea. I kinda blanked her and just got on with it, but later on in the night we spoke and she started talking about not liking seeing me with other girls. Well, I said that is going to happen, cos we're single. The conversation continued and she ended up coming back to mine. The next morning we talked and it came down to the fact that she wasn't sure what she wanted.
My view was that she wanted all the little bits she liked but not the rest. She wanted the watching films together, and going out to the cinema, the cooches but to be honest I was starting to miss her when she wasn't around. Anyway, she text me last Wednesday and after all she'd said she decided that we shouldn't talk about getting back together. I immediately said that I didn't want to see her at all then. But, then for the last couple of days its almost as if I feel guilty for having to shut her out of my life. We used to be best friends, now we can't even have that because of the past. I've been a bit down due to this and just haven't wanted to update the blog. To be honest, I was thinking of stopping the blog as it has served its purpose?!! Will have to have a think!
Anyway, went out on Friday with new shirt and new jeans and managed to pull so my confidence is back up where it belongs and I'm well looking forward to the Scotland road trip next week. My boys have got my back always and they've tried to protect me from the Andrea situation. Hopefully, with me and her being away for the majority of weekends through March and April I wont see her for a while and I can sort my head out again!
Seen loads of films recently, Bubba Ho-Tep is seriously weird!! Coach Carter is cheesy as fuck! The Waterboy is well funny. Man on fire is ok, but a bit wishy washy. Baise-Moi is basically a hardcore porn but it had a cinematic release! Wimbledon is good and Kirsten Dunst is so fit!
Talking of fit, I am slowly becoming obsessed with Edith Bowman after seeing her on fame academy! Would love to ask her out!!! Yeah right!
Also, have about 2 to 3 pages to write and I will of finished my first ever film script. 22 thousand words!
I made a decision about a week and half ago that I didn't want to see Andrea anymore, not as a friend, not as nothing. I felt it was the best thing for my sanity and possibly everybody else that knows me! So I laid it down and told her. Great, I thought its all sorted and I've made the right decision. Last, Saturday obviously it was Rugby day again, so town beckoned.
I went to Matt's and drank, went to Perry's brothers house and drank and then went to Don's house party and drank!!! Then we went to town and performed a mini pub crawl keeping away from the Philly for as long as possible. We went to the Lava Lounge, The Yard, Bar Copa and Bar is it, then finally popped into the Philly. I walked around and then came back to the group and guess who was there talking to Don, Andrea. I kinda blanked her and just got on with it, but later on in the night we spoke and she started talking about not liking seeing me with other girls. Well, I said that is going to happen, cos we're single. The conversation continued and she ended up coming back to mine. The next morning we talked and it came down to the fact that she wasn't sure what she wanted.
My view was that she wanted all the little bits she liked but not the rest. She wanted the watching films together, and going out to the cinema, the cooches but to be honest I was starting to miss her when she wasn't around. Anyway, she text me last Wednesday and after all she'd said she decided that we shouldn't talk about getting back together. I immediately said that I didn't want to see her at all then. But, then for the last couple of days its almost as if I feel guilty for having to shut her out of my life. We used to be best friends, now we can't even have that because of the past. I've been a bit down due to this and just haven't wanted to update the blog. To be honest, I was thinking of stopping the blog as it has served its purpose?!! Will have to have a think!
Anyway, went out on Friday with new shirt and new jeans and managed to pull so my confidence is back up where it belongs and I'm well looking forward to the Scotland road trip next week. My boys have got my back always and they've tried to protect me from the Andrea situation. Hopefully, with me and her being away for the majority of weekends through March and April I wont see her for a while and I can sort my head out again!
Seen loads of films recently, Bubba Ho-Tep is seriously weird!! Coach Carter is cheesy as fuck! The Waterboy is well funny. Man on fire is ok, but a bit wishy washy. Baise-Moi is basically a hardcore porn but it had a cinematic release! Wimbledon is good and Kirsten Dunst is so fit!
Talking of fit, I am slowly becoming obsessed with Edith Bowman after seeing her on fame academy! Would love to ask her out!!! Yeah right!
Also, have about 2 to 3 pages to write and I will of finished my first ever film script. 22 thousand words!
posted by gav the hardcore legend at 3:28 AM
1 Comments:
Cheers RT! I'll still keep the blog going i think, i do like reading urs and Owains, so i'll have to return the favour!
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